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Heaven
I knew a week ago which poem I would put up on Father’s Day. My dad has done much more for me, my brothers and my mom than any of us could ever really know, and I thank God for putting him in our lives. But for all that he’s done, I know without a doubt that the greatest gift he ever gave me was to introduce me to God and inspire my faith. You continue to be my mentor and my hero every day. I love you, Dad.
Heaven
At first, it was just my dad and a story,
A story so satisfying that I stopped him and asked to die.
He spoke of the seat of Everlasting,
A sunny castle of immortality
Surrounded by every perfect piece of potential,
All things presently impassable;
He spoke of Paradise.
From a thick, noted script he went on to teach
All the tales of true triumph,
Gotten in the great name of goodness.
But forever his first story followed me,
So that frequently I figured what form
That unimaginable majesty might take.
And as I grew out of thick-rimmed glasses and asthmatic gasps,
I started to grasp the ways in which such wonder
Would awaken my heart
And render my world no more than a wink and a grin
From a stranger selling secrets.
It was in dark mornings following deathly nights
When robins would arise and sing to me,
And only me,
That I had made it once more;
It was in that timeless moment
When sound ceased to insist itself
Among fallen and falling leaves,
Resting on a wind-felled tree;
It was through a drink from the spring
And a stop atop a mountain land beyond man;
It was in the relentlessly luxurious rains
And the immensely joyful shout of thunder
From its home high above and yet so near;
It is in seeing the leaf- and feather-filtered sunlight
Speckled on the forest floor
That my soul surrenders, somersaults and sacrifices itself
To the knowledge that this,
Finally,
Must be what Heaven looks like.
© Evan Trout, 2012